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10 things I want to do before I die...

Sat, 08 Aug 2009 14:57:10 GMT

Here I go again with my lists:

invest on stocks (to become financially stable)
buy a lot for my vacation house (a beachfront villa or a farm)
ensure my family's future - meaning have some cash handy for them
travel to at least 4 continents
prepare a complete meal for my family and friends
style my airconditioned kitchen
own a blue beetle/jeep
resign from acn (malamang!)
avoid technology driven gadgets
memorize the mysteries of the rosary
create my own recipe (and be famous!)
cruise!!!

Though I enumerated 12, we can just combine 1 and 3, and 4 and 12 so that it will be 10 again!!! If you can help me with these things...I will be very glad to get your aid!

10 things I am Exxxcited about...

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 03:27:54 GMT

classes - can't wait to be good at this!
N97 - graduation gift after I get my certificates!
New Moon movie - though wawa naman si Jacob..akin ka na lang!
Thailand trip to take the baking lessons there
table top oven
Cebu and Bohol getaway - to check my future lupain! wahaha! just kidding!
Korean meal
going back to testing! wahahaha!
falling in love! - cheesy!
lastly, lunch!

Hello, stranger!

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 11:13:32 GMT

For the past days, my work took most of my time. This can be very tiring especially if your effort goes unappreciated. Tao lang!

Kaw, anong bago sa yo?

Dear Love Part II

Wed, 06 May 2009 12:57:47 GMT

Dear Love,

Did you know that my dad reported to my lola that I have a boyfriend?! He saw me and my gym buddy one time at Rob Starmills! So now, my grandma is requesting me to bring my pseudo boyfriend this coming fiesta!!! Who shall I take? You are still MIA! I know, I know...you are such a busybee! I can't blame you!!! Anyway, my options are a taxi driver, a jeepney driver, a bus driver or a tricycle driver. Why? Her requirements are that the guy must have a decent job and with a car! Di naman demanding noh? Continue working and I will continue dreaming.

Yun lang! Love yah!
Much Love!!!
Pamidala!

Because I'm stupid...

Thu, 30 Apr 2009 14:39:55 GMT

I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m waiting for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

Gimme some positivity....

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 16:21:54 GMT

Is there such a word? Meron naman pala according to Merriam Webster dictionary...it means state of being positive!!! I badly need doses of it. It can be tiring to always stay positive when everything is against what you do. Nauubos na nga energy mo, papanget ka pa!!! You will end up being sick tapos you will buy meds to make you well then back to the cycle na naman.

Sabi nga nila keep everything in moderation or else it will be bad for you...what if less or more of it will make you smile?! Is that bad?

Parang love lang yan..if it's not right, why do we have against all odds stories?

Nothing is perfect..everything will have a glitch..E bakit naten masyadong pinapahirapan sarili naten? Why make complications that can consume our powers? Why do we strive?

Do I make any sense? Parang di!!! hahaha!

Sawasdee to Thailand!!!

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 08:22:24 GMT

I spent four days of January in Thailand with my cousin.. .

Thoughts on this trip:

Their language is really different from ours...I learned more Malaysian words than Thai.
If I will base it with their foreign exchange rates, the value of Peso is almost the same as the Baht's. Does that mean that Filipinos are also not that literate in English?
Their coconuts are sweeter than ours. Sarap ng buko juice!!!
Uso din dun na pinagbubuhat ng boys ang girls ng bags nila!
Sarap magshopping pero mahirap tumawad! :(
Bring extension cords when you go there..the hotel room where we stayed only had 1 visible socket for the TV. What we did is to buy an extension cord at the IT mall (Pantip Plaza) for us to plug all our gadgets and the TV at the same time!!! Wise kami!
If you want to get a cheaper fare rate for a Tuktuk, you have to ask the driver to bring you to 2 different jewelry stores. The drivers will just ask you to pay 20 Baht for fare when you drop in first to these shops then go to your real destinations because they will receive a coupon which is worth 5 gallons of gasoline. You don't have to buy anything from the jewelry shops but you have to chitchat with the assistants for around 15 mins while having free drinks for the coupon. O di ba? Win-win situation!!!
Siam Discovery, Siam Center and Siam Paragon are the high end shopping malls.
Platinum and MBK malls are more pang-masa like 168 mall in Divisoria.
For gadgets, go to Pantip Plaza! Eto naman ang Greenhills nila!!!
Bring swimsuits for the Pattaya Beach! Nice nice!!! Super white din like Bora!

Dog vs Leech

Tue, 13 Jan 2009 15:43:06 GMT

I love Jacob!!! Jacob Black! At the start (or even after reading Midnight Sun), I have been blown away by Edward Cullen. While reading the third book (Eclipse), the story got dragging and I ended up falling for Jacob, the wolf! wahaha! Why? Simple, he is more normal than Cullen! hahaha!

Our parents would love Edward for us. He got the whole package (good looks, intellect, money, concern for Bella and her family). He will just be a bore! I would rather have Jacob! He is more exciting! More fun! I am already boring, I need my personal sun to keep me smiling (always).

So ARC, are you my Edward or my Jacob?

Predictions by Madame Pammy...

Tue, 13 Jan 2009 15:20:11 GMT

I need to be a little bit secretive with the names of the people I will be predicting for 2009...

magiging kayo ni P
you will be travelling or traveling (either way accepted sya ni www.m-w.com) to 5 different countries within the year
punta ka tagaytay with vixie syemps kasama ako and russian! wahahaha!
magwowork din sa may McK Hill! Di sa third world..bandang one world!

madaming boys pero this is not the year for a serious relationship (sorry!) isipin na lang na lamang tiyan din yan! wahahaha! sorry naman with my term...pagkasama mo halos guys, you'll end up talking like that...
2 out of the country trips and 3 domestic destinations

magreresign this year
kung di man, paparoll off
bibili ng mizuno rubbershoes for her new hobby..at dahil dun...magiging champion!
makakakuha ng Fully Booked receipts from D

Let's just enjoy life! Sabi nga ni D...FFF year to! Just follow your heart! Do some crazy things...we're not getting any younger! Good vibes and let go of the negative energy! Bawas wrinkles din yan!

Ho ho ho!!! Haapppeee New YeAAAARR!!!

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 15:03:47 GMT

Hahaha! Happy New Year Everyone!!! I hope that all your wishes and all your resolutions will not be ignored. Do your part and fate/kismet or whatever will do its part as well. Much love!!!!